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The past year was hard and I didn't even realize it until I was knee deep in the sadness. I let my self become someone else. No matter what I do I am a girl who loves to craft and loves music. I feel like it isn't unusual for new grads to feel stiffled and sad. I am glad to be coming out of it. So hello buzznet let's be friends again!

The insomnia is back. It been a good year since I've had it this bad. 45 minutes of sleep in the last 20 hrs. It not the worst. I've gone days with out sleep before. So what do you do when your crawling the walls and in need of some friends who burn the candle at both ends? I keep thinking I'll grow out of this.... I think fucked sleep patterns are something i need to except as a quirk of being me.


So lots of cleaning, looking super pretty and cute, i know werid but i love doing my hair and make-up even if cleaning is my main goal for the day at least i feel pretty while doing stupid shit.



So what are your tips for sleeping more? Or what do you do when you've got the day in front of you and no sleep behind you?

I stayed up all fucking night long slept on the concrete fought sprinkler systems and fucking ants... then after all of that i slapped down 335.00 for a white 16GB iphone... only to have you and all your IT guy's brains take a holiday... Now you won't answer your phones.. and I am stuck with an iphone paperweight...


Wat to cock this one up apple

I am going to go wait in line for an iphone.. Seriously... like all night.. I am tired of waiting i just want to have it already see you guys in the AM... hopefully from my new iphone

Today is just keeps getting better and better....


my car insurance is gonna be less money this year! CHICKA CHICKA YEAHHH

the maine's Can't Stop, Won't Stop came out today and has been totally rocking my life.

My subway veggie delight washed down with essential vitamin water was DELISH.

I found a place where i can score cheep ruffles... now i just need to find cheep booty shorts..

Cheep ruffles+Cheep booty shorts= ruffle shorts for sleeping in!!!

The cord to connect my old ipod to my to my tv surfaced. this means Dr Who and robin hood marathons in the near future.

I got a 9 sheets of foam and 20 different fabrics to make hats!

Only two more days till i get my rocking iphone!



Tommorrow the other shoe may drop.. my life may go to hell in a fiery handbasket... but today I am golden and today is a good day!

you know how i know this?

I put my brand new jeans on... they look amazing.... and found a dollar in the pocket... werid yes.. and only a dollar... but still that has to say something for the day ahead! I have increased my heart shaped sunglass collection by leaps and bounce in the last few days. I feel good. and my car only took one day to fix!! and this is good cause my baby diper/pot head hot box smelling rental car was not cool at all...


love, and hoping the sun comes out...
spencer

This whole buzznet hacking thing SUCKS! Mark and the guys who work on the site are doing a great job here! the one thing that i have gained out of this is. NEW FRIENDS. I mean that is always a good thing right? so add new friends find other people and in the mean time everything will right itself in the end.

I some how went from over 100 friends to 3...:( this makes me very sad. I loved too look at all the things my friends were posting.... I'm gonna have to go back threw my comments and try to find as many of them as I can :( SAD PANDA right here... Buzznet I just want my friends back!!!!! :(


EDIT! My friends are BACK! DOES A HAPPY DANCE AROUND THE APARTMENT!

So today is the 4th of july it is also my big kitty iggy's birthday. He would have been 15 years old. he got cancer last year and died in early december.... I remember when we went to the no kill shelter to "just look at the cats" he was a year old when we got him. he was so skinny and funny. he was my first cat and I loved him to death. I loved how he and my mom would eat asparagus tips out of the can.. Even though he liked to bite my nose in the morning to wake me up. when ever i didn't feel good he would lay on the back of the couch keeping watch over me.... I miss him. I miss his big huge green eyes and his loud purr that he got when you scratched behind his ear and under his chin. He was the last of my childhood pets. I

Cleaning and reorganizing everything is turning out to be QUITE a large task. I almost have the living room cleaned up so that couch can be moved in. After that It will be getting the boxes out of here and to the storage shed.. and in the outer storage room.. then the task i am dreading! my bedroom...my closet has been sick. it barfs clothing out all over the bedroom. in boxes in piles there are some in the bathroom and in the laundry room.. I am so tired... I need some cold water and some coffee around 10pm and I'll be good to go.

So I went to valencia to get a new couch from pier 1! sweet!!! I had planed on getting this really cute flowered couch but... there was ALL Sorts of drama related to get the couch.... When I got there they had this really nice sorta neutral couch on sale for the same price. it was a way better couch and I am super excited. now the only issue is that my house needs to be cleaned so the movers can deliver my couch? Well my house is a hot mess and needs to be cleaned anyway... this is just gonna motivate my ass. There will be super cute pictures of my super cute house when I have it all cleaned up... I have a bunch of plans for decorating shit but.. I have been so busy with school and stuff.. SO we'll see how it goes... now that school is over and I am on a super job hunt... I went to see wall-e last night and it was SO SO SO good!! I want to go see it again.. I am sure that someone will want to see it so i'll get to. Tonight i want to go see wanted... or Kung fu Panda...or Get smart... but well see how that goes.. I kind of also want to just hunker down in the house make some pasta and knit, clean and sleep... I guess that it. I picked up some fabric at wal-mart so i am hoping to do a few more hats. I am also started designs for the t-shrits I am thinking of doing a zazzle store because it would allow you all to customize things a bit. like shirt colors and design placements... ALSO I got Futurerama vol 1 today.. and the NEW he-man series vol 1.. I wanted the old one... but i've heard good things about the new one so we'll see.


What Cartoon shows are your favorites... what should I add to my TIVO list?


PS. check out The Summer Set they are MUY BUENO!!!



love, sunshine, and happyness!


Spencer

Wall-e is so good go see it. It the best movie i've ever seen... i don't mean best kids film or best animated film. I mean the best movie i've seen period. tommorrow i am cleaning my house because i think my couch will be here on tuesday and it gonna take me that long to clean the house so that i can get it in here.


again go see wall-e


love and moonbeams

Spencer

ps. I hate when people make a plan and then break it... my biggest pet peeve

This is the summer concert List at it goes so far... I'll be writing reviews and trying to sneek in cameras for Pictures!!!

July 11

Secondhand Serenade @ the Troubadour

www.myspace.com/secondhandserenade


I remember the first time I saw John. I got lucky enough to go to a cartel secret show at the the Knitting factory... He opened for cartel and was the Nice guy ever. It was just him and his accoustic gutar. Singing and playing his heart out. I swear i listened to that CD 1,000 when I first got it. I even bought a second copy to have in my mom's car in indiana when I was home. (granted it was the re-release and had two new songs but still, for me to have it twice is kind of crazy) I still have a very sweet very cute secondhand serenade t-shirt that I should put back into my fashion rotation.

July 12

Old Man Markley @ The Troubadour

http://www.myspace.com/oldmanmarkley


This is one of my newer loves. This thing that amazes me so much about this band is that the musical talent in it is Over flowing!!! There are 11 people in this band. They are all so musically gifted it insane. This band is bluegrass and punk rock and just a good fun time. I've seen them live now three times (Once in front of a winnebago in the parking lot at ink and iron) and both times they have blown me away.


July 23

Cute is what we aim for

www.myspace.com/cuteiswhatweaimfor


I remember when i bought this CD. It had such amazing graphics. that It had to go home with me. as a photographer/designer that happens to me a lot... sometimes it good... sometimes it bad... But this time it was pure magic. I remember talking this band up to every person knew. Now they are back with there second CD! Comes out today actually... and if it is anything like there new single... My summertime playlist Just got SO MUCH BETTER!

august 15,16,17 More California warped tours...

Plus August 16th at night- Matt Pryor (The Get up Kids & The New Amsterdams) & Chris Conley (Saves the Day) @ the troubadour

So I got a pass from foe for photos that is totally kick Ass! I have failed at life all I did of the scavenger hunt is very little not for lack of trying ill still be posting what I got oh well off to the Maine

My bedroom has eastern Facing windows. There are pros and Cons to this. Most morning i Have the blinds closed so that the sun cannot get in. But on mornings where i need to be up early. The sun wakes up early and slowly so when you are fully awake... It is nice an gentle instead of a blaring noise that scares me every morning!


Happy Sunday! Happy Ventura Warped tour day!!! See you Crazy V-town kids there.


I am so excited!!! Off to get bagels and coffee and make sure i packed everything for the adventure.



Spencer

I am working on this super sick hat for warped tour! it gonna be the best!!!! I am also trying to figure out what to wear.. Anyone else in that same boat. I want be super uber cute but comfy too... oh ok well i'm off to go knit with some giriies!!!


S

I am going to the warped tour sunday in ventura CA! I am gonna try to blog and take some pictures with my blackberry... So you'll get to see my crazy antics. I also am taking my digital camera to get some proper pictures that i will upload hopefully monday!!!! SO ventura people let's hang out!!!!

So the two kids i was going with to the Ventura warped are not going... SO I will be hanging out all day ALONE.. Checking out cool band and rocking out the monies at the merch tables... SO.. If You are going to the V-town warped we should totally hang out! Cause yeah.. Who DOESN'T love making new rock star type friends over the interwebs.

Cake was a bad choice... I was fading... now I am awake... staring at a friends list that is full of a world gone to sleep... I want to go out i want to have fun I want to make some trouble... I was falling asleep... then came the cake, first came the good rock and roll then came the beer, then came the sleepies, then cake... and now i am wide awake.... my mind is full of things i don't quite know the answer too.... anyway... Went to a show at a venue i didn't even know existed... The experimental cafe in Oxnard CA. That place is RAD like wickedly rad! Saw for the second time in a week The Small Hours... they rocked the house down the other day in a bar that was kind of crazy... tonight the place what chill and i had a blast susie had a blast and then we ate the cake cake of doom that is keeping me awake at this very minute... All and all it's been a good weekend... hats have been made music has been ROCKED out too... and the world is spinning round and round.

went to fangoria with my friend victor yesterday. it was an ok time. So anyway this morning i made 3 more hats. One pillbox (i've never made a pillbox before. and two more cocktail hats. I am gonna be making a smores and coffee pillbox in a few then it will be time to hop in the shower and get dressed for The Small Hours show i am going to with suzie.. (ya know they guys must rock if i am going to there show TWICE in one week) Pictures from the show and of my pretty hats!!!


LOVE kisses

Spencer